Sunday, December 30, 2012

tiredness and pain

Warning: this post can prove dangerous to your positivity.

I'm tired.  Tired of pain.  Tired of people. Tired of problems.  Tired of the struggle it takes to do the simplest thing. I do not wish to go beyond my surgery on Wed.  If it were to all come to a close there on the operating table, that would be just fine with me.

I went to bed early tonight, wanting to close the  curtain on this lousy day....and woke up in horrific pain.  There's no escape even in sleep.

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